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The Universe

The universe is vast, endless really. Some spend years wishing on the stars; hoping for their soulmate, their one true love. Others go a lifetime without. For me, I made a wish on a shooting star, and that wish; brought me you, and I promise to never let you go. -AJ

Handsome

I don't think you realize how long I can sit and think how handsome you are. I just sit there and think about your smile, your eyes, your humor, your passion, your dedication, your willingness to overcome obstacles. Everything about you is handsome. -AJ

Stress

Suddenly my heart starts to race Tearing me up from the inside out Raging tears on the verge of escape Every moment worse than the last Struggling for air, for release Surely this too, will pass -AJ

The Moment

The moment you walked into my life, everything changed. The sun seemed brighter, the stars sparkled more, and my universe exploded. You brought something so raw into my life, I never knew it was missing. All my fears, all my anxieties, all my self-doubts washed away the day our souls connected. You've become my safety, my place of reassurance, the home that my heart wants. To feel like you were made only for me, brings feelings of solace to my very core. Home is where the hea

Depression

Demon wage war in my mind Existing deep within Poking and prodding at every whim Reaching to the surface Every moment has its risks Succumb to their wishes Secluded thoughts of fear and failure Instant dread of things going wrong Only hoping to find the light Now is the time to fight them away -AJ

Beautifully Broken

Before you, I never thought I'd love again. Exhausting myself for others, Always putting myself second, Undeniable hurt crashing into my being. Thoughts of a perfect person, Illusions I'd ever only dreamed of. Fighting off the demons say it'll never happen, Until you walked in. Life threw a curve ball my way, Leading me to something so genuine. You walked in and changed everything. Broken hearts and lonely souls, Ready to let new love it. Ordinary isn't how we feel, Knowing t

You

You are what I've wanted my whole life; A hand to hold, A shoulder to cry on, An ear to my deepest fears, my life ambitions, and my hearts yearnings. You are what my soul has needed; a safe place, a protector of my heart, and someone to grow with. To find my imperfectly perfect person in a world full of chaos has left some mending, but the beauty that lays ahead, well, that's our love story. Waiting for what seems a lifetime, learning that what life throws at you only makes y

So It Begins

And so it begins, the rebuilding of who you are after losing yourself so long ago. Noone ever talks about re-finding yourself after putting everyone first. Do you remember what it is like to be genuinely you and purely happy? When you've run from yourself for so long you forget to listen to what you need. You forget hobbies you once loved start to come back. You get to find passion in the world around you that you forgot existed. I promise, the sparkle in your eyes will come

When You Least Expect It

It is always when you least expect it; in a hurricane of hurt and sorrow, that life throws the most unexpected joy. In the midst of all the "could have beens," "should have beens," and right a the brink of giving up; someone unexpected can show up, changing the trajectory of the storm, leaving something beautiful in it's place. When you whether the storm, you'll come out stronger and more resilient than before, leaving a new beginning, with endless possibilities. Let the stor

She Is

She isn't for the faint of heart. She is a whirl wind of chaos. She loves with her whole heart, and will fight until the end. She burns bridges when needed, and will never look back. She never asks for help, and insists that she is fine. She is a spit fire of words. She is a giver of words and sarcastic nonsense. She's the one with all the advice, all the advice she never takes herself. She's a force to be reckoned with, but once you get pass her walls, she can be everything

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