Wondering

My mind wonders

To distant places in my mind

To places thst are safe

And can nof get hurt

I try ti forget all the things that hurt me in the past

I flood myself with my best memores

trying not to cry

I try plase everyone around

But nothing ever works

I try to change, but others wont accept

My demons go unnoticed by all around me

My mind goes further into Its distant plaxe

And it gets harder and hatder to snap out of it

Peoplw can accept when things change

But when I do its not right

They, say I've changed

Changed to someone they do not know

But why can't they accept the person that I am

And why cant I be the person I want to be

WIthout people complaining or laughing

A few accept me for me

But those who do are the greatest

And for them my mind wonders back

-AJ

2007