Trust

Trust. Trust.

Spinning head.

Heavy heart and spinning head.

Blind sided.

No trust. Zero trust.

Where to turn.

Spinning life.

No tears. All the tears.

Streaming down.

No screams. Internal screaming.

Cuts deep.

Will it change.

Will it be better.

Stupid girl. Stupid thing.

Too many chances.

All chances.

No more self esteem.

All worn down. All worn out.

World lost.

My world flips.

Hope for better.

Maybe get better.

Deserve better.

Trust is earned.

Earn trust.

Win me back.

I need me back.

Stop hurting. Stop screaming.

Happy ending.

Maybe never.

Trust. Trust.

Trust come back.

-AJ