A Love Most Yearned

But here's the thing, I want a love so epic that it would be one for the books. I want someone to look at meand tell me I am their forever; not a forever until they look for someone else, but forever thst no matter what happens, nothing can break that bond. I want more than, "I love yous" and the late night snuggles. I want those, "hope your day is good" texts. Those "I miss you" moments. To take slamming doors and ugly fights, but to come back with "I'm sorry" and to love even harder than before. I want a whirlwind of adventures and holding each other up in both the good times, and the times the struggles get too hard to bare. To always do the little things because it'll bring just the most simple of smiles. I want someone who can read my soul, someone who will tell me it'll all be okay. I wnay to be someone's biggest supporter. To be purely myself with no apologies. To crave that passion, oh pure passion, a throw you up against the wall passion that never fades. But to purley love so deeply, so unconditionally no matter what. To always defend one another. I want the chivalrous moments; just a gesture once in a while; a door held open, a bouquet of flowers, a visit at work, any tiny thing to know I'm thought of. To take the time out just for us, and do something together, experience something new. I want to be in the same room, doing completely different things, yet feel so connected. It's a life in my head I've always wanted, always hunger for, but always seem to fall short of. I have no clue if any of this is possible. If my person is out there too, still struggling to connect with someone, still searching for me. I want that easy connection, that moment you can tell them anything and everything only after knowing them for but an instant. To feel important and wanted. To have a calm I've never felt before. To trust without a guess. To wipe away tears and to always make you laugh. It's a thousand and one little things. All the small memories make it all worth the while. If you can give me that, just maybe, you can make me happy, and mend a heart that yearns for so much more.

-AJ